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Eyes
12:12
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He sought exposure, and lived the horror of trying to assemble a myth before a billion dull dry ruthless
eyes.
Leaving his plane, he strode to the wire fence, against the advice of his agents, to touch hands.
Standing close to appeal his invitation for admire him
worship or weapons.
The constant unspoken interior knowledge,
that his body was target
every public second.
Charged murderous awareness of beasts.
New nerves of sensation flowered on his neck spine garden.
When he looked at you, they said, he stripped back your skull.
Naturally.
For well wishing admirer smiles easily hide
death behind cat teeth.
Not paranoia or beyond grave carelessness, but a fine sensuous knowledge of violence in an eternal
present.
Cyclops. People who resemble primitive lizards have a jewel within their skull. Called the pineal gland, it
is located inside the brain at the juncture of the two hemispheres of cerebellum. In some this third
vestigial eye is still sensitive to light.
The eye resists detached analysis. Realize that the eyes actually are two soft globes floating in bone.
The impressions are seeing me.
Ask anyone what sense he would preserve above all others.
Most would say sight, forfeiting a million eyes in the body for two in the skull.
Blind, we could live and possibly discover wisdom.
Without touch, we could turn into hunks of wood.
The eye is a hungry mouth
That feeds on the world.
Architect of image worlds
in competition with the real.
There are twin planets
in the skull.
The eye is god. And the world,
for it has its equator.
Pluck out the animal's eye in the dark and set it down before an object, clear and bright, a window
against the sky. The outline of this image is engraved on the retina, visible to the naked eye. This excised
eye is primitive camera, the retina's visual purple acts as emulsion
Kühne, following his success with rabbits, was presented the head of a young guillotine victim. The eye
was extracted and slit along the equator. The operation was performed in a special red and yellow
room. Retina of the left eye offers a sharp but ambiguous image, impossible to define. He spent the next
years in search for its meaning, the exact nature of the object, if it was an object.
Windows are eyes of the house. Peer out of your prison body, others peep in. Never a one-way traffic.
"Seeing" always implies the possibility of damaged privacy, for as eyes reveal the huge external world,
our own infinite internal spaces are opened for others.
What is the fate the eyes during sleep? They move constantly, like spectators in a theatre.
The pupils dilate during abnormal states. Drugs, madness, drunkenness, paralysis, exhaustion, hypnosis, vertigo, high sexual excitement.
The eye finding its ocean after the idea of oceans has ended.
Enkidu was a wild man, an animal among animals. One day a woman exposed her nakedness to him at
a watering hole, and he responded. That day he left with her to follow the arts of civilization.
Mates are chosen first by visual appeal. Not odour, rhythm, skin. It is an error to believe that the eye can
caress a woman. Is a woman constructed out of light or of skin? Her image is never real in the eye, it is
engraved on the ends of the fingers.
In the Ars Magna, Great Work, the Alchemist creates the world in his retort.
The eyes are the genitals of perception, and they too have established a tyranny. They have usurped the
authority of the other senses. The body becomes a thin awkward stalk to support the eye on its rounds.
Why should the eyes be called "windows of soul" and key to deepest human communion, and touch
denied as mild collisions of flesh.
The body is not the house, it is the inside of the house.
The blind copulate, eyes in their skin.
The eye is "light at rest".
(Do we create light in the eye? Is light our own, or from the world?)
In Egyptian mythology the eye is symbol of Osiris, Isis, Horus; and the sun god Ra.
Ptah gave birth to men from his mouth, the gods from his eyes.
City-temple of Brak (3000 B.C.). Discovered thousands of small flat human faces of black and white
alabaster, without nose, mouth, ears, but with engraved and carefully painted eyes. Called the Eye
Temple: to house these offerings to a divinity.
Oedipus. "Reality" of her naked breasts. Her body. "You have looked upon those you ought never to
have looked upon". Eyes gouged with a broach from the dress of dead Jocasta.
Punish the eyes. Shrivelled breasts of an old woman. He is led from village to village by a young boy. And
everywhere they wait on his words.
Tiresias, said to have spent seven years as a woman, came upon Athene in the forest, bathing. She
darkened the intruding eyes.
Saul of Tarsus on the Road to Damascus. Blindness elevated him to St. Paul.
Why is blindness holy?
Alchemy offers man an original heroism.
The Mani taught that man was created as a helper by the messenger of Supreme God of Light to assist
by his life and efforts in gathering the scattered, thereby weakened, atoms of light and lead them
upward. For light has shone into the darkness and wasted itself and is in grave danger of being
swallowed wholly.
Man can assist in the salvation of light.
The process of transforming base metals into gold is called "projection".
In dim light, form is sacrificed for light. In bright light, light is sacrificed for form.
Code of light. The eye is sick. Pluck it out. The doctor removes the eye to save the body. To do this, he
must sever the optic nerve connecting eye with brain. Before anaesthesia, it was often reported that
the pass of the scalpel created light instead of pain.
Gradually, objects are constructed outside the body.
The eye arises from light, for light. Indifferent organs and surfaces evolve into their unique form. The
fish is shaped by water, the bird by air, the worm by earth. The eye is a creature of fire.
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I’m a resident of a city
They’ve just picked me to play
The Prince of Denmark
Poor Ophelia
All those ghosts he never saw
Floating to doom
On an iron candle
Come back, brave warrior
Do the dive
On another channel
Hot buttered pool
Where’s Marrakech
Under the falls
the wild storm
where savages fell out
in late afternoon
monsters of rhythm
You’ve left your
Nothing
to complete w/
Silence
I hope you went out Smiling
Like a child
Into the cool remnant
of a dream
The angel man
w/ Serpents competing
for his palms
& fingers
Finally claimed
This benevolent
Soul
Ophelia
Leaves, sodden
in silk
Chlorine
dream
mad stifled
Witness
The diving board, the plunge
The pool
You were a fighter
a damask musty muse
You were the bleached
Sun
for TV afternoon
horned-toads
maverick of a yellow spot
Look now to where it’s got
You
in meat heaven
w/ the cannibals
& Jews
The gardener
Found
The body, rampant, Floating
Lucky Stiff
What is this green pale stuff
You’re made of
Poke holes in the goddess
Skin
Will he Stink
Carried heavenward
Thru the halls of music
No chance.
Requiem for a heavy
That smile
That porky satyr’s
leer
has leaped upward
into the loam
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3. |
Dry Water
14:09
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The velvet fur of religion
The polish of knife handle & coin
The universe of organic gears
or microscope mechanical
embryo metal doll
The night is a steel machine
grinding its slow stained wheels
The brain is filled w/clocks, & drills
& water down drains
Knife-handle, thick blood
like the coin & cloth
they rub & the skin they love
to touch
the graveyard, the tombstone,
the gloomstone & runestone
The sand & the moon, mating
deep in the Western night
waiting for the escape
of one of our gang
The hangman’s noose is a
silver sluice bait
come-on man
your meat is hanging
on the wing of the raven
man’s bird, poet’s soul
~~~
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
the thin rustle of weeds
the voice comes from faraway
inside, awaiting its birth
in a cool room, on tendril bone
The insane free chummy cackle
of infants in a ballroom, of a
family of friends around
a table, laden w/feast-food
soft guilty female laughter
the bar-room, the men’s room
people assemble to establish
armies & find their foe
& fight
~~~
Clustered in watchful terror
by vine-growth, the hollow bush
dry cancerous wells
We awoke before dawn, slipped
into the canyon
Noon schoolyard screamed
w/play, the lunch hour ending
ropes & balls slapped hard at
cement sand, the female land
was bright, all swelling to degree
most comfortless & guarding
A record noise shot out
& stunned the earth. The music
had been bolted w/new sound.
Run, run the end of repose
an anthem has churned
the bad guys are winning.
~~~
Silver shaken in the gloom
I left her
Trees waste & sway forever
Marble porch & sylvan frieze
Down on her knees
She begs the spider-king to wed her
Slides into bed
He turns her over
There is a leather pouch
that’s full of silver
It spills like water
She left
And took the coins I gave her.
~~~
As to the drowning man
hoarse whisper
invokes, on the edge,
an arroyo
Sangre de Christo
Violence in a time of plenty
There is one deaf witness
on the bank, the shore
leaning in finery against
a ruined wall
as Jesus did. Red livid lips,
pale flesh withdrawn from
ragged dress, pit of the past
& secrets unveiled in the
scarred chalk wall
When, often, one is not deluged
by rain, 3 drops suffice
The war is over there
I am neither doctor nor saint
Christ or soldier
Now, friends, don’t look at me
sadly ranting like some
incomprehensible child
I know by my breath of what
I speak, & what I’ve seen
needs telling.
~~~
Please, freeze!
Danger near.
A message has started its path
to the heart of the brain
A thin signal is on its way
An arrow of hope, predicting rain
A death-rod bearing pain
~~~
I will not come again
I will not come again
into the swirl
The bitter wine-soaked
stallion eats the seed,
all labor is a lie;
no vice is kindled in
these loins to melt
or vie w/any strong
particulating smile.
Leave sundry stones alive.
Now that you have gone
all alone
the desert to explore
& left me here alone
the calmness of the town
where a girl in black
gets in a car
& searches numbly
for her keys;
Now that you have gone
or strayed away-
I sit, & listen to the hiss
of traffic & invoke
into this burned & gutted
room some ghost, some
vague resemblance of a time
Off-on, on and off,
like one long sick
electric dream.
This state is confused
state. Out there everyone
is greedy for love.
They will drain her life
like warm connectors,
plug into her soul
From every side & melt
her form for me.
But I deserve this,
Greatest cannibal of all.
Some tired future.
Let me sleep.
Get on w/the disease.
~~~
In this dim cave
we can go no further.
Here money is key
to smooth age. Horses,
givers of guilt. Great
bags of gold.
I want obedience!
We examine this ancient
& insane theatre, obscene
like luxuriant churches
altars.
I confess
to scarves
cool floors
stroked curtain
The actors are twice-blessed
before us. This is
too serious & severe.
Great mystery!
Timeless passion
patterned in stillness.
~~~
Sex for you
was thread
which binds
us even now
on this pale
planet.
To the poet
& cover-girl,
photo in color,
to armies
that join,
out on a desert,
& to Samson
& all his
generals
bound quiet
now w/exotic
arch-angels
of dusk, in
Sumarian
& N. African
slumbers.
The bazaar is crowded
as dancers thrive.
Snake-wreaths & pleasures.
I take you to a low cave
called “Calipah”.
~~~
Stand there listening
you will hear them
tiny shapes just beyond
the moon
Star-flys, jarts,
dismal fronds
stirring ape-jaws striving
to make the morning
mail call
Cry owl.
Hark to the wood-vine.
Suckle-snake crawls, gnawing
restive
I know you.
The one who left to go
warning. Wishless now
& sullen. Transfer
deferred.
Steal me a peach
from the orange tree
grove-keeper
She fell.
What are you doing
w/your hand on her
breast?
She fell, mam.
Give her to me.
Yes, mam.
Go tell the master
what you’ve done.
They killed him.
Later.
Going up the stairs
handcuffed
to his cell.
A shot-gun blast
Behind the back.
~~~
(I)
Untrampled footsteps
Borderline dreams
Occasion for sinners
alive if it seems
given to wander
alone at the shore
wanton to whisper
I am no more
Am as my heart beats
live as I can
wanton to whisper
faraway sands
(II)
Now come into my pretty isle
My weary westward wanderer
Faraway is as it seems
& so alone shall shelter
Come along unto my sails
as weary islands go
prosper merry as I went
I shall no more the sailor
Shall I ho the sailor
(III)
Where were you when I needed you?
Where indeed but in some sheltered
Sturdy heaven; wasted, broken
sadly broke & one thin thing to get us thru
(IV)
Urchin crawl broke
spenders bleeders all
brew North
stained lot
he was lost
out on an aircraft
high above
long awkward brewer’s
shelters breed
this ugly crew
our poisoned jet
god get us love & get
us speed
To get us home again
love
Crippled by people
cut by nothing
Public housing
the incredible damage
can be cured
(V)
She’s my girl friend:
I wouldn’t tell her
Name but I think
you already know her
Name
is
Square fire insect
marble saffron intro
demi-rag in flames
it’s the same game
whether you call it
by her real name
(VI)
She lives in the city
under the sea
Prisoner of pirates
prisoner of dreams
I want to be w/her
want her to see
The things I’ve created
sea-shells that bleed
Sensitive seeds
of impossible warships
Dragon-fly hovers
& wavers & teases
The weeds & his wings
are in terrible fury
It's time to relieve his distress
with drowning
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4. |
The Anatomy of Rock
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The 1st electric wildness came
over the people
on sweet Friday.
Sweat was in the air.
The channel beamed,
token of power.
Incense brewed darkly.
Who could tell then that here
it would end?
One school bus crashed w/a train.
This was the Crossroads.
Mercury strained.
I couldn’t get out of my seat.
The road was littered
w/dead jitterbugs.
Help,
we’ll be late for class.
The secret flurry of rumor
marched over the yard &
pinned us unwittingly
Mt. fever.
A girl stripped naked on the
base of the flagpole.
In the restrooms all was cool
& silent
w/the salt-green of latrines.
Blankets were needed.
Ropes fluttered.
Smiles flattered
& haunted.
Lockers were pried open
& secrets discovered.
Ah sweet music.
Wild sounds in the night
Angel siren voices.
The baying of great hounds.
Cars screaming thru gears
& shrieks
on the wild road
Where the tires skid & slide
into dangerous curves.
Favorite corners.
Cheerleaders raped in summer
buildings.
Holding hands
& bopping toward Sunday.
Those lean sweet desperate hours.
Time searched the hallways
for a mind.
Hands kept time.
The climate altered like a
visible dance.
Night-time women.
Wondrous sacraments of doubt
Sprang sullen in bursts
of fear & guilt
in the womb’s pit hole
below
The belt of the beast
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